Dream Big Shall We?

Dear Jane,

I was just excited as you were dear...
I was also very looking forward in meeting you
The thought of meeting you gave me the same happy mood as well

Last night was splendid
I can spend hours just talking with you
Sharing stories, sharing laughters, sharing our dreams for the future
It's always excites me every time we discuss about what the future might hold for us
Taking baby steps toward our dreams

I miss you already dear..
Hope to see you again before I have to be shipped off

One message for you, for us...
Let's dream big okay? :)

I love you so...

Always in anticipation,
Goo

Waiting For Tonight

My Goo,

Time seems to fly when we're having fun, when we're happy but time seems to freeze when we were waiting for something. 

That's what happen today. 

The time seems to run in a slo-mo when I'm waiting for tonight. 

I'm meeting you tonight...yeeay...! :)

Counting to the hours, the minutes, down to the seconds, not helping..obviously!

Only making things worse. 

Silly me...

Well Goo...am feeling like a silly little school girl who's meeting up with her crush. Stupid silly girl...

I can't stop smiling...

I'm in a happy mood...

I'm constantly smiling while writing this...

Wanna fast forward the time. 

I'll see you real soon, k?

Yours in anticipation,

Jane

Can't Hardly Wait

My Goo,

Am super excited for our upcoming trip :)

I have prepared everything. 

It's all done. 

You know me...always plan everything to the tiny detail. 

Aah...I can't wait Goo. 

Hope you're as excited as I am. 

Yours,

Jane

Oh How I Love The Rain

Hey Goo,

It's raining everyday for this pass week. 

You know how the rain always makes me feel so mellow...

My mind wonders to you.

I smile to the thought of you. 

I can't help it, made me missing you. 

Yours,

Jane

Blue Sky After Every Storm

My Goo,

Have I ever told you that I'm collecting pictures of skies as I travel?

I wanna capture how magnificent our Lord is.

I wanna remember that no matter how big my trouble is in life, It's not that big if we saw it in a bird-eye perspective. 

I wanna remember that there will always a bright blue sky after every strom. For sure!

I'm sharing my series of blue skies with you, hoping it could be a reminder for you as well. 

Yours,

Jane :)

Not Enough Time Apparently

My Jane,

I notice your busy schedule lately. 

We've been living in the same city for almost a month now but apparently it is still hard finding a time for us to spend together. 

Unfortunately, I won't be in the city for long. Gonna be shipped out next month. So soon...not enough for us, I know. But, am still grateful. We'll just have to make do of what we have now. 

I miss you Jane...

Reading your stories, made me miss our endless conversations. 

I miss how you play with your hair while telling a story and how you laugh in the middle of your funny story. 

I love how your eyes seem to laugh along with your laughter. 

Your eyes...they express a lot of things. 

I can see what you're feeling through your eyes. 

I miss you Jane...

Are you feeling better?

Sleep early okay...

Gud nyt dear...

Yours,

Goo

A Big World Out There

I like to spend time in a coffee shop, find a cozy seat by the window and just watch the world goes by. 

A family just walked in, mom, dad and baby girl around 2 year-old sleeping in her stroller. Cute baby girl with curly blonde hair, chubby cheeks and a small red thin lips. I smile in an instant. The parents caught my eyes watching their sleeping baby girl and smile back. They took the seats in the middle of the shop by the fluffy sofa. I figure that they need a cozy seating for the baby. 

A gentleman in a business suit walked in, then hurried to the counter to place his order. Luckily for him, there's no que. His mobile phone rings and he immediately press his bluetooth-handsfree set which already attached to his right ear. He talks in a rapid manner, giving instructions and some approvals. Someone important, I bet. 

I turn my attention to the young couples who just walked in. They caught my attention cause of their loud voice and laughs. I figure they must be in their early 20s, maybe uni students if judging from their appearance. The boy has his arm around the girl's waistline, guiding her to the seat corner at the other side of the shop. She whispers something into his ear and he smile. Aahh...young love.

See...it's interesting to assess people. Figuring out their stories, their life and just simply realizing there's a big world out there...

Hhmm...okay, I gotta get going to my next meeting. Aah, this is typical me lately, always running in between meetings. 

So, my advice...take 10 minutes out of your busy schedule, drop everything for that 10 minutes and just enjoy the world passing right before your eyes. 

And don't forget to smile...

:)

 

4th Author's Note - The Prologue

This is actually my first entry on the story of Jane and Goo, this is how it all started. I posted this in my other blog, at first I thought this is not essential to the story but the more I think of it, the more it matters. So, here goes...

One smile, two words and three seconds later...

My day just got better

That simple...

Over a cup of coffee and a pack of cigarette we begin this story

A story about a girl and a boy

Like any other love story, this one is no different

What makes it so special then?

Nothing maybe, just the feeling of love itself makes it worth telling

Isn't it right?

Her name is Jane (from Songs about Jane)

And his name is Goo (from A Boy Named Goo)

Love may not be something that they both want to find...

But Love found them...

And so it begins...

I'll Meet You in My Drym

Sweet Jane,

Are you okay?

Please tell that you've gone to see the doc...

Drink your medicine, eat your food right, sleep well and get better soon. 

I'll hold you close and keep you warm thru the night. 

Gud nyt dear, hv a nice drym...

Yours as well,

Goo

I'll Dream of You

My Goo,

I'm turning in early tonight, k?

I'm still not well and I can't skip office. 

So I need to be in my 'best' condition, whatever that is at this point. 

At least without the fever and sore throat, that'd be great. 

I wish you were here...

Hold me thru the night and keep me warm.

Good nite Goo, rest well...

Yours,

Jane

The Best Plan Is Not To Plan

It was raining hard that morning. 

I even struggled to get up from my bed, something that almost never happen to me. 

I called to wake you up and told you that I'm getting ready then drive to the coffee shop just around the corner from your place. 

The rain was still pouring hard by the time I got to the coffee shop. 

I ordered cappucino while waiting for you, I need my morning fix of cafeine before I start my day. 

I opened my book, started to read while enjoying my ciggy and cappucino. 

I didn't even notice when you came.

I suddenly hear your voice "Hey dear.." And  you kissed me by the forehead. 

I always love it when you do that, took me by surprise. 

Just like that, you've brighten up my mood and got me excited to start the day with you. 

"Are you ready or do you want to finish your coffee first?" You asked me while taking the seat next to me. 

"Do you mind if we wait here for a while, at least until the rain stop?" I said while putting away my book into my bag and focussing only to him. 

"Sure. Let me order something first." Then he kissed me by the forehead again while he's standing up. 

Stupid heart...after all these time, I thought that I might get a better hold on my own heart. It's still beating fast every single time he did that. 

We talked about the night before. 

This is kind of our morning ritual, discussing the detail of what happened when we're not together. 

Time always pass by fast whenever we're together. 

"The rain has stopped, shall we get going now Goo? We have a lot of things to do today."

He held my hand, opened the door and we walked hand-in-hand to my car. 

A warm feeling crawled up to my heart. 

I felt safe, I felt happy...

"I love you Goo..." And gave him the happiest smile accross my face.

"I love you too dear." He pulled me closer to him, put his hand around my waist and  kissed my forehead again. 

This story is one of the reason why I believe that most of the time, our happiest moment happen when we do not plan anything. It just happen. 

What we need to do is to let it happen. 

Sometime the best plan is not to plan. 

:)

Over A Cup of Tea

My Goo,

It's a cold day here...we had thunderstorm since a little pass afternoon. 

And I'm not well today, been having fever since last night. 

Thus, I'm shivering cold. 

I still have plenty of time until my next meeting, so I decided to find some coffee shop and have a steaming hot cup of tea for passing the time during this nightmare of a weather. 

I choose the corner seat by the window. 

You know how much I love the rains, yeah...this is thunderstorm but it still counts as rain. :)

I see the people going in and out of the coffee shop, most with their big umbrella which barely protects them from the rain, some came with raincoats, dripping wet from head to toes. The coffee shop become so packed in just matter of minutes. 

I hold the steaming hot cup of earl grey, hoping to warm my self up. It worked a little, stop shivering for a bit.

Okay, I'm a bit warm now and gotta go to my meeting. 

Have a great day Goo...

Just want you to know that even the thunderstorm makes me think of you. 

Yours,

Jane

Soundtrack of The Day - 19 May 2014

Come to Me - Goo Goo Dolls

"Come to me my sweetest friend

Can you feel my heart again

I'll take you back where you belong

And this will be our favorite song

Come to me with secrets bare

I'll love you more so don't be scared

When we're old and near the end

We'll go home and start again"

When 1% Means Thousands Times More Than Just 1%

My Goo,

It's like we hit the pause button and now we hit play.

This thing that we do, the feelings that we have, the moments that we shared...they are unique.

May not happen once in someone's life time.

So, I cherish this...

I realise that we do not need to define everything in life.

As I grew older, I understand that not all things are black or white.

Sometime, it just what it is.

Can I ask a favor from you?

This time, please don't freak out...and don't assume.

We both agreed that assumptions often lead to negative thoughts.

I know that words are never your strong suits but at least try out first okay?

I'll be patient...

Let us talk everything out, express everything, and just start fresh.

Open up new fresh pages for new stories.

Let me meet you halfway...

"1% maybe insignificant to others but it's never for me."

You matter that much...!

Yours,

Jane