Addicted to You

My Goo,

I found my self missing you yet again

I think that I'm addicted to you

That simple... :)

How's ur day off?

Filled with endless sleep and video games, am sure...

Enjoy ya dear...you need the stress release

Just remember me every now and then

I love you so...

Yours,

Jane

One Fine Day

My Goo,

One fine day in the park. 

That sentence is enough to summarize what I feel about our day together. 

Thank you for such a marvelous day. 

I'm happy...we're happy :)

Happily yours,

Jane

A Time To Kill

My Goo,

Today has been a very long day.

The final moments are usually the hardest.

Can't stop counting the hours now...

Just less than 24 hours away in meeting you!

Aaaahh....this feels so surreal.

I don't know how but things seem to be in line,

Everything just falls on its track.

Everything just line up.

I'll see you real soon, okay...?

I love you and I miss you to my boiling point.

Yours,

Jane

Great News From Somewhere in Between

My dearest Jane,

Great news...!

Got my ticket, am coming home dear...

Can't wait to see you. 

Very much looking forward to know what you have planned for us :)

I will see you real soon, okay?

I love you so much...

And I miss you terribly.

Counting to the day,

Goo

I Miss You So Much It Hurts

My dear Jane,

I'm sorry for not be able to write to you as much as I wanted to. 

The condition here is worse than I thought. 

I ask for your understanding. 

Bear with me through this time apart, will you dear?

But I am well, the work loads are okay and my survival skills are at test. 

Please dont worry...no need to worry, I assure you. 

The hardest thing is...you. 

Being away from you, not being able to hear your voice, not being able to see your smile...

I miss you so much...

You're right, miss you so much it hurts. 

Your stories in your blog entries really help me...

Those are my remedy. 

10 more days...

I dont want to count days actually, it's only making it worse. 

But I cant help it...being here sucks. 

Please write to me as often as you could. 

I need the distraction, I welcome the distraction. 

Cause you are my fave kind of distraction. 

I love you so much...

I miss you terribly...

I cant wait to see you...

Always waiting for your distraction,

Goo

The Kind of Love You Fight For

Quote of the day :

From Endless Love - 2014

"My first love was everything all at once
The kind you never fall back from
Never tried to, never wanted to
My love so big, so strong...
It never dies, never fades, never loses its electricity
The kind of love you fight for..
The kind of boy you fight for..."

I guess that I have finally found my answer.
Kept wondering why these feelings never fade, even after everything that has happen.
I never stop loving you...
In those years...those feelings remain the same just wrapped neatly deep within my heart.

I chose not to let go, not to forget...
I chose you...

The kind of love you fight for...
The kind of boy you fight for...

I love you Goo, so damn much!

Yours,

Jane

My Wonderful Exception

My Goo,

Never knew that I could ever love someone this much. 

Never knew that missing someone could be this unbearable.

Never knew that one could ever capable of having these kind of feelings for someone. 

You are my exception...

My wonderful exception...

Crazy in loving & missing you. 

Counting the days...

I love you so Goo...

Always yours,

Jane

Soundtrack of The Day - 8 June 2014

My Goo,

This song really suits us tonight. 

I know you had a crazy day. 

1st day is always the hardest. 

Hang in there...Am here to help you get through those hard days. 

I wanna dedicate this song for you dear...

And this part in particular. 

Loving You Tonight - Andrew Allen

"And I'll say "hey! "

You'll say "baby, how's your day? "

I'll say "crazy"

But it's all gonna be alright

You'll kiss my smile

I'll pull you closer

Spend a while just getting to know ya

But it's all gonna be alright

Loving you tonight"

Gud nite Goo, rest well...

Yours,

Jane

Heaven Made Smile

Next to You - Chris Brown

"You've got that smile,

That only heaven can make.

I pray to God everyday,

That you keep that smile."

My Goo,

You said that my eyes express a lot of things. 

For me, your smile tells a thousand stories. 

I can tell what's going on inside that heart and head of yours just by simply observing your smile. 

I can tell whether you're happy or trying to be happy. 

I can tell whether you're relax and carefree or worry and troublesome. 

I can tell the difference between your smile or smirk when you're up to something. 

I guess you can say that I know you well enough by now. 

But still...I wanna know you inside out. 

It makes me understand you better. 

That's how important you are to me. 

This has been a crazy day. 

But remembering how you smile yesterday, made it a whole lot easier...

Your smile, my remedy...

Oh how I need my remedy right now.

"You've got that smile,

That only heaven can make."

Faithfully waiting the next time to see your smile,

Jane

 

Fortune Favors The Bold

My Goo,

I'm feeling so blessed. 

Good fortune is in my favor. 

Grateful for my impromptu meeting schedule in your office's area. 

I got to see you  :)

On the very last night you're in this city. 

I love to see your smile when you first saw me...as always, made my heart skip a beat. 

I love how you extend your hand, kinda asking me to take it and hold it. 

I love how you help me cross the road, how you switch sides between lanes. 

Do you realize that you always do these things?

Those small things that matter. 

It matters a great deal to me. 

Gonna be a very long 3 weeks for sure.  

Be safe okay Goo, that's all I asked of you. 

Not a goodbye...

So...I'll see you soon then. 

Yours,

Jane