Have I ever Told You This?

Sweet Jane,

Thank you for spending time with my family, it means a lot

Heart of an angel that you are...

Nothing exciting ever happen around here, same thing day in and day out

Total boredom most of the time.

Do you still remember the day we met?

My heart literally skip a beat when my friend introduced us

I thought to myself "Why the hell does this b*stard (pardon my french) didn't introduce us sooner, why keep you to himself?"

But I'm glad that he finally did

I thougt that you only saw me as friend, that's why I always suppressed how I felt for you

It took me 3 years to gather up the courage and say what I said that day...

No Jane, I didn't regret wasting those 3 years of being your friend

Those time made me understand you, love you, and need you more than friend

So dear, I may not believe in love at first sight

But I do believe in destiny, as corny as it may sound, but it's true

That we are destined to be us...

I miss you and I love you

Sleep well dear...

Yours as well,

Goo

1st Day is Always The Hardest

My Goo,

My day was filled with endless paperworks, customer's complaints and rush orders.

How about you?

Your parents invited me to dinner tonight, so I stopped by after work

Your mom cooked a killer kidney beans with meatballs, my favorite..

We talked after dinner, mostly about daily things, nothing serious

But I sensed that your mom is lonely, with you being away and your brother's lack of time at home. I'll try to spend more time with her when I could.

I AM worried Goo, but it's okay, I could be strong too you know (sometime)

Just be safe, that's all I asked of you...

Tell me a story...ease this time apart, could you Goo?

Yours,

Jane

My Fave Kind of Distraction

Sweet Jane,

I'm sorry that I've been too busy in the past few days, but I got all your messages. It just the time cheats me and the internet connection is not in my favor.

Time and internet, most precious things around here for most people.

But not to me, you are dear Jane...

Well okay, I need those as well to get my daily fix of you

I may not find words as easy as you are

You know that words are never my best suit

So be patience with me

I could sense that you worry about us

Don't be...you've said it yourself, we'll meet half way okay?

And thank you for the 1%, it's still better than nothing

Just trust your heart to me, I'd took good care of it

I promise...

Please keep on writing to me, I need the distraction

Cause dear, YOU are my fave kind of distraction

Sleep well now, I'll be counting to the day

Good night sweet Jane...

Yours as well,

Goo 

   

 

  

Author's Note

After thoughtful consideration,

I'm adding Goo's side of the story into the equation

So, you'll be reading more about Goo

And the story continue...  

Wise Man Words

Remember what I've told you about falling in love?

It's never easy for me

A very wise man once told me:

"If you could give me just 1% of your heart, then It'd be more than enough for me"

And how could I not fall for a man like that?

So, just like that...he wins my heart over

Yes Goo...that is the moment!

Yours,

Jane

 

Birthday Boy

My Goo,

Your birthday is coming up...

I've planned something for you

Just clear your schedule for that day ya 

Counting to the day...

So, I guess I'll see you soon then...

Yours,

Jane

Things That I'm Addicted To

That's easy...You of course...

But kidding aside, here's my Top 10 list:

1. You
2. Coffee
3. You
4. Read notification
5. You
6. Ciggy
7. You
8. Shopping
9. You
10. And more you... 

But I said was kidding aside...turns out I can't keep you off my list.
What's yours dear?

Yours,
Jane

Still About You

My Goo,

It's about to rain soon, I can smell it in the air

The smell of earth ground

One of my fave smell, aside from your scent

And this is my fave moment

Few minutes away from rain

This is my kind of weather...

I miss you...

Yours,

Jane

 

Soundtrack of The Day - 25 Dec 2012

My Goo,

This song really speaks of my feeling for you...

"You Got Me - Colbie Caillat

You're stuck on me and my laughing eyes
I can't pretend though I try to hide - I like you
I like you.

I think I felt my heart skip a beat
I'm standing here and I can hardly breathe - you got me
You got me.

The way you take my hand is just so sweet
And that crooked smile of yours it knocks me off my feet

Oh, I just can't get enough
How much do I need to fill me up.
It feels so good it must be love
It's everything that I've been dreaming of.
I give up. I give in. I let go. Let's begin.
Cause no matter what I do,
Oh (oh) my heart is filled with you."

Yours, 

Jane
 

Post Honeymoon Period

We all went through the phase of endless phone calls, text messages, emails, etc.

The time when you just can't get enough of each other

The feeling of wanting to know more, to talk more...

Don't really know exactly when those feelings end

And you just stop...

Phone calls and messages become obligations towards each other

And that my friend is when the honeymoon period ends

Welcome to the relationship phase

It's not a one way street, both must try to meet half way

It's about compromises

And that is how every relationship works

Set aside your ego for the sake of the one you love

Anyway, how about us Goo?

Have we passed our honeymoon period?

If so, do me a little favor will ya?

Just hold on to this phase a little longer, could we?

Yours,

Jane

About Falling in Love

The same corny lines you've heard all your life...

"You are the last thing in my mind before I sleep and the first thing I remember when I wake up"

"My mind is full of you"

"Can't stop thinking about you"

And the list continue...

But it's right isn't it?

At one point in your life, you felt exactly the same.

I personally called it the "Honeymoon Period"

I'm not the type of girl who could easily open up her heart and fall for someone

The falling process requires some time for me

Severe heartache could do that to you

But when I do fall for someone, it will last...

Okay, so here I am...pouring my heart to a boy named Goo

Because Goo, I wanna tell you that I have fallen for you...

Yes, you...

Yours,

Jane

Just Maybe

My Goo,

The sun has set, the moon is up.
And I barely get through the day...
We may not realize it at first but this thing that we do, it's hard.
Don't you think so?
Let's just savor every moment like it's our last one, shall we?
And maybe, just maybe...It'll be a little more bearable for us.

How's your day?
Anything interesting happen?
Tell me everything, I wanna know...

Yours,
Jane

Another Day

My Goo,

Question : What are you doing?

I'm having yet another day without you, it ain't pretty of course but I hope your day is better than mine.

I'm sitting on my porch looking at the garden ahead but my mind is miles away.

This feeling of not knowing is eating me inside.

I just wish I know something, anything...

I work on my words today in desperate attempt to ease my nerves. It works a little but not as much as I wanted it to be. Something missing, as simple as that dear...

Yours,

Jane

Debut

Isn't it funny how things happen they way they do? It may not happen according to your plan, it's better somehow, that is what I believe. You may not see it at first but once you grasp your mind around it, then things will make sense.

 

Happiness, one word but a very strong word indeed.

What is your happiness? 

That one is a bit tricky to answer isn't it...

 

My life took an unexpected turn few weeks ago and I am now standing in a new place longing to be discovered. One that is so tempting to explore but yet so wrong in every way.

 

So, Goo...what should I do?

Play it safe and turn back around then forget about the whole thing

Or should I just go for it and come what may?

A possible heartache that is...

Yours,

Jane