Happy Happy Happy and Three More Times Happy

Someone asked me not so long ago. 

"Are you happy Jane?"

It was difficult for me to answer that in a heartbeat. 

Considering a lot of things, how can one be trully happy really?

Human being never felt satified of anything they have. 

I always thought that I will be happy if I can make the people I love happy. 

But, how can we ever make them happy if we are not happy ourself?

So the key of happiness is only ourself right?

I realize something today...

Simple things in my life made me realize that I AM happy...

So, to answer your question :

Yes, I am happy. 

That simple. 

Yours,

Jane

Addicted to You

My Goo,

I found my self missing you yet again

I think that I'm addicted to you

That simple... :)

How's ur day off?

Filled with endless sleep and video games, am sure...

Enjoy ya dear...you need the stress release

Just remember me every now and then

I love you so...

Yours,

Jane

One Fine Day

My Goo,

One fine day in the park. 

That sentence is enough to summarize what I feel about our day together. 

Thank you for such a marvelous day. 

I'm happy...we're happy :)

Happily yours,

Jane

A Time To Kill

My Goo,

Today has been a very long day.

The final moments are usually the hardest.

Can't stop counting the hours now...

Just less than 24 hours away in meeting you!

Aaaahh....this feels so surreal.

I don't know how but things seem to be in line,

Everything just falls on its track.

Everything just line up.

I'll see you real soon, okay...?

I love you and I miss you to my boiling point.

Yours,

Jane

Great News From Somewhere in Between

My dearest Jane,

Great news...!

Got my ticket, am coming home dear...

Can't wait to see you. 

Very much looking forward to know what you have planned for us :)

I will see you real soon, okay?

I love you so much...

And I miss you terribly.

Counting to the day,

Goo

I Miss You So Much It Hurts

My dear Jane,

I'm sorry for not be able to write to you as much as I wanted to. 

The condition here is worse than I thought. 

I ask for your understanding. 

Bear with me through this time apart, will you dear?

But I am well, the work loads are okay and my survival skills are at test. 

Please dont worry...no need to worry, I assure you. 

The hardest thing is...you. 

Being away from you, not being able to hear your voice, not being able to see your smile...

I miss you so much...

You're right, miss you so much it hurts. 

Your stories in your blog entries really help me...

Those are my remedy. 

10 more days...

I dont want to count days actually, it's only making it worse. 

But I cant help it...being here sucks. 

Please write to me as often as you could. 

I need the distraction, I welcome the distraction. 

Cause you are my fave kind of distraction. 

I love you so much...

I miss you terribly...

I cant wait to see you...

Always waiting for your distraction,

Goo

The Kind of Love You Fight For

Quote of the day :

From Endless Love - 2014

"My first love was everything all at once
The kind you never fall back from
Never tried to, never wanted to
My love so big, so strong...
It never dies, never fades, never loses its electricity
The kind of love you fight for..
The kind of boy you fight for..."

I guess that I have finally found my answer.
Kept wondering why these feelings never fade, even after everything that has happen.
I never stop loving you...
In those years...those feelings remain the same just wrapped neatly deep within my heart.

I chose not to let go, not to forget...
I chose you...

The kind of love you fight for...
The kind of boy you fight for...

I love you Goo, so damn much!

Yours,

Jane