Soundtrack of The Day - 29 Dec 2013

Our song...

All of me - John Legend

"'Cause all of me Loves all of you

Love your curves and all your edges

All your perfect imperfections

Give your all to me

I'll give my all to you

You're my end and my beginning

Even when I lose I'm winning

'Cause I give you all of me

And you give me all, all of you"

I love all your perfect imperfections sweet Jane...

Yours as well,

Goo

All of Me Loves All of You

Woke up with a smile on my face, a wide smile that was...

The thoughts of what lies ahead on this very day excites me. 

Our 1st anniversary. 

Getting ready, dressing up, putting on make up were never been this fun. 

Gavin Degraw self titled album is blaring from my stereo, giving me extra chirpy mood to my already great mood. 

Pull out my little black dress and black peep-toe pumps from my closet. 

Letting my straight hair falls naturally without too much effort into it. 

Checking my make up one last time, making sure it's not too much. 

No need to put on lip gloss or something, I love my natural red lips. 

Adding gold and silver bangles to my right hand as finishing touch. 

Okay...am ready now. 

I wanna look nice for you and only you...

6pm on the dot my phone started ringing, it was you telling me that you're pulling over in front of my house. 

"Come on inside and meet my parents first before we go okay?"

And off we go...you're still not telling me where we're going but I dont mind. 

For this one time, I'll let you surprise me. 

I enjoy the ride over, it gives us time to talk and catch up on stories, make jokes and laugh a lot. 

Started out as one of the greatest day of my life. 

You're entering one of the tallest skyscrapper in town and I noticed that you looked even nerveous than I am. 

You lead me to an elevator and pressed 45.

Okay, high up we go, I thought to my self. 

My heart is beating faster and seems to be running 100 miles/hour inside my chest. 

Ding...the elevator door opens up, we stepped out of it and then I froze on my first step. 

Inhaling deep, i feel the need to take in as much as oxygen I can get into my lungs. 

There I was looking at the most breathtaking view that I ever seen in my whole life. 

The view of our beloved city up above with millions of lights stretch ahead, it was magical. 

This is what I've been wanting in most of my adult life, seeing the city up high and its beautiful citylights. 

I am in awe...

Dinner was splendid, the meal, the wine and you...

Just when I thought that the day is perfect and it may not get any more perfect than this, I heard the pianist plays the intro of our song and within seconds the lady singer sings...

Our song..."All of Me - John Legend"

And happy tears start filling up my eyes. 

I said to you in almost a whisper : 

"I love you Goo, all of me loves all of you. Thank you..."

 

Our 1st Anniversary

My Goo,

I can't believe the day has finally come

Super excited!

It still amazes me that we could make it to one year...

Our 1st anniversary...! Yeeaay..!

I'm so curious for what u've planned for this day

I know that u've been planning it well

And normally I'm the planner in this relationship... :)

Okay...gotta get ready now

I'll see you in a bit

Love u so...

Yours,

Jane

Simple but not so simple

My Goo,

I miss you...

A simple feeling that's never simple. 

I need you next to me

That's a selfish part of me saying...

Just this once, let me be selfish. 

I miss you...terribly so.

Yours,

Jane

Soundtrack of The Day - 24 Oct 2013

Sweet Jane,

Like I said, I'm not good with words as you are. 

But maybe this song could help you understand how I feel about you. 

"Two is Better Than One

I remember what you wore on the first day

You came into my life and I thought hey

You know, this could be something

'Cause everything you do and words you say

You know that it all takes my breath away

And now I'm left with nothing

So maybe it's true that I can't live without you

And maybe two is better than one

But there's so much time to figure out the rest of my life

And you've already got me coming undone

And I'm thinking two is better than one

I remember every look upon your face

The way you roll your eyes, the way you taste

You make it hard for breathing

'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away

I think of you and everything's okay

I'm finally now believing

Then maybe it's true that I can't live without you

And maybe two is better than one

But there's so much time to figure out the rest of my life

And you've already got me coming undone

And I'm thinking two is better than one"

Oh how I wish I could have you for the rest of my life. 

I love you so dear...

Yours as well,

Goo

One Hug, that's all I need

I need to finish all my work by 5pm, I have to rush if I want to be there on time. 

I drive through heavy traffic of rush hour to the other side of town.

The traffic is a nightmare and I'm not too familiar with the roads. 

Set my GPS, hoping it'd tell me better route to take. 

Speeding when I could and I've lost count on how many regulations I broke to get to you. 

At this point, I really dont give a damn. 

It's 7pm already and I'm no where near close, I'm getting anxious. 

I decided to call you and ask you to meet me half way. 

I parked my car in front of some cafe and light up a ciggy while waiting for you. 

Then light up the second ciggy to calm my nerves cause of the crazy traffic. 

Few minutes past, looking at my watch a few times. 

And....there you are standing before me. 

You smile, say hello, walk towards me and surprise me by hugging me tight with one hand caressing my hair. 

You whisper "It's okay, I am here now. Please smile..."

Goo...how you comfort me and with just a hug, you've made everything better. 

Oh how I need your hug right now, on my crazy day like today. 

Your hug would be so wonderful. 

I miss you Goo. 

Hugging you so tight...

Yours,

Jane

Not Really a Goodbye

My Goo,

Saying goodbye to you was hard.

I know it's not a goodbye, but it's close enough for me. 

And who knows when we'll meet again. 

In the mean time, we still have this. 

And I cherish it, just like I cherish every moment we can have together. 

Until next time...

Missing you already. 

Yours,

Jane

The luckiest Man Ever

Sweet Jane,

Right back at you dear...

Your smile, my remedy too. 

I am genuinely happy to see you, it happens everytime, I cant help it so it shows...

And yes, you've brighten up my day, everyday dear...

That moment when I looked up and I saw you walking towards me, I felt like I'm the luckiest man ever. 

I still cant believe that you are my Jane and mine only...

I've fallen hard for you Jane. 

God...I love you so much. 

Rest well now and we shall meet again soon. 

Yours as well,

Goo

Your Smile, My Remedy

My Goo,

The moment I saw my 'blue', everything seems to fall into place. 

So there you were, sitting and playing with your phone, not noticing. 

I walked towards you, looking only at you. 

Then you looked up, you saw me and you smile...

That smile Goo...is what I love the most about you. 

You smiled like I've brighten up your day, it's like you're genuinely happy to see me. 

And with that smile, my heart skipped a beat, always...

That smile alone is my remedy for the past few months without you. 

My smile...

I had a wonderful time today and I thank you. 

So I see you soon Goo. 

Yours,

Jane

Small Things That Matter

My Goo,

Small things, big difference...

I fell in love with you not because of any grand gesture. 

I fell in love with you because of all the small things.

Things that you may not realize you did. 

How you text me the moment you're awake, it's like I'm the first thing in your mind every morning. With just a simple word as "Morning". 

How you pick up my hand to hold it. It's like you're claiming of what's yours. 

How you brush the strains of my hair and bring it back behind my earlobe. It's like you're taking care of me. 

How you kiss my forehead. It's like you're so in love with me. 

Small things that matter Goo.

It matters to me...

Yours,

Jane

2nd Author's Note

It's been too long...

I miss Jane and Goo.

I'll try out new stuffs and concepts

And hopefully it'd be just as good. 

Cheers,

😉

The One in Blue

Sweet Jane,

Hello dear...
Hang in there, just another week remain
I'm just as anxious as you are
Can't hardly wait

I'll be the one in blue ya...
Miss you so...

Until next time

Yours as well,
Goo

Change of Course

My Goo,

Am so mellow...
Seems like everything falls apart then crashed and burned
I hate it...

I understand the delay and I made peace with it or at least I'm trying to...
Another couple of weeks will be so unbearable for me but I'll live

Life is funny sometime
Everything can turn so unexpectedly
For an OCD and organized-freak like I am, it is very challenging
But that's life and we have to suck it up and go along with it

Anyway....
Until next time

Yours,
Jane

Never Give Up

Sweet Jane,

I wanna say "Never give up"

Because dear
"If anything worth going through, then things will get tougher before it get easier, even if pain is your teacher"

So...never give up, believe, keep our hopes up, and try our best. Amazing things shall come our way.

We are lucky to have each other to remind us to stay strong.
I AM lucky indeed...

I love you and our path shall cross soon dear...

Yours as well,
Goo

On a Rainy Day Just Like Today

My Goo,

I dreamt of you last night and I woke up crying...
I miss you so much, it hurts...

It's been raining non stop since last night
And it got me back to that rainy day of ours
The day when we had our first kiss
Remember that day Goo?

We were running, trying to get out of the rain and to find shelter
We were standing under the tree and you held my hand
You pulled me close and kissed me...

And that is the kind of first kiss that any girl won't be able to forget Goo...
I even get butterflies in my stomach just by remembering it

So Goo, whenever it's raining just remember that day...
Under the tree and pouring rain
And maybe just maybe, it'll be easier for us...

I love u Goo
Until next time...

Yours,
Jane

You Okay?

Sweet Jane,

Haven't heard from you in a while, are you okay dear?
Just like you've said, something definitely missing...

I was away from the site for a while and all I can think of was getting a hold of you
To be honest, I was suprised and sad to see there's no new post from you
I just hope you're okay

I miss you
And please write to me soon...

Yours as well,
Goo