When Will It Get Easier Than This?

I know that being without you is hard. 

But being with you was just as hard and sometimes even harder...

Yet...here I am, still very much hung up on you. 

And still very much in love with you. 

Stupid...stupid girl.

Word of the day: Saudade

I miss you Goo...

Places we visited remind me of you. 

Songs we used to listen to together remind me of how big our love was.

Pictures of us remind me of how good we really were together. 

I have been broken hearted before...

But nothing compares to this pain that I'm feeling right now. 

I know that living my life without you won't be easy. 

But I didn't know that it would be this hard. 

I'm in agony. 

But I can't say nor show anything to anyone which makes everything twice as hard. 

Word of the day: Saudade. 

Look it up...

That word pretty much summaries what I'm feeling. 

I thought that letting you go was the hardest thing that I have to do. 

I was wrong...

Cause this pain....no words can ever describe. 

I wish you well dear Goo.